insecurities
i’m a fragile russian doll; i hide
layers upon layers threatening to crack at the seams,
exposing little by little,
piece by piece, everything and
nothing you wanted to know about me. nothing
matters anymore, nowadays. it’s too easy to
take one glance, visualize the potential in your head and
press the “skip!” button, its automated voice vocalizing itself for you.
“NEXT!”
in line, one by one, standing so close to each other
the domino effect’s got nothing on us suitors waiting to
be with you, who want nothing more than to be
held by you
close to you, exhaled air from your lips touching
their faces, cold contacting the warmth from
within, deep down, fluttering eyelids and heartbeats
nervously pacing,
increasing in speed as we wait for
the judgment. smash or pass, it’s
your choice and ultimately
your loss.